Leave Me Alone

I can't stand it when people "latch on" to me. There are lots of people that I wish I could be better friends with, but I can't stand getting text message after text message from them or repeated phone calls. Even if it's a person I love to death, when I start to feel like I'm being bugged, nothing pushes me away faster.

Gosh, I'm turning into a jerk lately. Next semester, I will NOT be taking 19 credit hours. And in addition to the 15 credit hours that I will be taking, I don't plan on doing any shows. I know that will probably change, but my happy thought is that UVSC isn't doing any musicals next semester. That means I won't feel the need to be doing anything for the theatre department. There's a possibility of me doing a show that I was asked to music direct off campus, but it will be a MUCH less stressful endeavor. I'm tired of being an ornery butt. I look forward to having an occasional free night to watch a movie or something. I seem to remember having friends, too. I hope they haven't given up on me so that by the time I can make time for them, they will have moved on. That would suck royally. And I hope that any friends who are reading this don't get paranoid to call or text me now.

Random happy thought- Emily and I bought Batman Hot Wheels tonight! They make me happy. I got a Batmobile and Mr. Freeze car (from the old comics, not the Schwarzewhatever movie). They're sitting here on my bed with me as I blog.

Random ornery thought- I'm SICK of sinus headaches. I've been having them pretty much nonstop since the end of October. Usually I get to at least December before the winter sinus problems start in this badly.

I'm sure I could rant about more things that are making me ornery right now, and I could probably find some more random happy thoughts, but I'm going to bed now. Thanks for reading.