*Sigh*

Sometimes, all I need is to just redo my profile on MySpace, and all is right in the world.

Okay, not really, but I do feel a little better.

Spring Break SUCKS. Despite having immense loads of fun with Matt, Melinda, Chelsey, and Lindsay last night, I'm so stressed about Ho, Pioneers! that I can't even see straight. The program that the theatre dept. bought to do music with is TERRIBLE. I've never used such a crappy music program. It's ruining every song I import into it, and so after wasting yesterday and today, I decided to start from scratch and re-record everything. THAT didn't work either. I was literally so mad that I was shaking earlier. So, after e-mailing the technical director and not getting a response, I spent the rest of today reorchestrating what I already had so that it will sound good just being recorded through my Clavinova. If they have a problem with that, screw 'em all! Hehehe. It's the best I can do at this point.

The director made such a big deal of the fact that I was going to have a nice break this week. Right. This morning, she e-mailed me a list of things that needed to be done by Monday.

I'll have a little bit of time to get some things done tomorrow (like vaccuuming out the interior of my car- it's DISGUSTING), and then I get to do rehearsals and performances the rest of the weekend for a show I'm doing with Meridian. So far, I've only gotten about 1/10 of the homework done that I need to this weekend (why do teachers insist on giving homework over $#!%ing spring break?!) and I'm only going to have time to do about another 1/10 on Sunday.

Right now, my life sucks. I didn't think there was ANY possible way that I could ever have another semester that even compared to last semester. Since I referred to last semester as the "semester from Hell," I suppose this semester must be the "semester from Outer Darkness." I'm scared to death now that it's only going to get worse from here on out, and there's just nowhere to go from Outer Darkness. And I refuse to downgrade these last two semesters.

To those friends who have been patient and caring the last few weeks- thank you so much. I can't WAIT to be done with this semester and have time to try to reassemble a social life.

I've said I'm going to do it several times, but this time, I really mean it. Tomorrow, I'm putting together a paper chain of all the days left in March. And every day, I'm going to rip a link off, trash it, and rejoice in the fact that I'm one day closer to the end of Ho, Pioneers!

And now that I've blogged, I'm going to bed. Well, I'm going to finish watching The Office, read some scriptures, and THEN go to bed.

Enjoy this pornographic movie that Anastasia and I made 7 years ago. When I say pornographic, I mean it. It's stuffed animals, but people have still been known to take offense at it. Viewer be warned!!!